Track This

Here are ten selected poems from Stephen Bett’s book, Track This, a book of “relationship”, a sequence of poems “tracking” an evolving relationship.


Track This

I’m tracking us

On the track

Watching where we go

I’m on our case, hon

Case-load
case-worker

Working on it

All thru the days
& days

Those naked nights
without you

Those joy-filled nights
in your grasp
(& gasp

And the sweet
silence
between

A case of full loaded
bodies lined up
close

Tracks on the heart
of the land

Track this


The Gross & Fine Geography

The gross & fine geography
of our hearts

Big sweep
tight corners

I reach
for you

For you

Geographies
that desire


A Big Fat Whopper

It is too easy
this writing
it is crapolla
on the
line

It is not
alive & it
is not
hard,
does not move
anything
anywhere
at all

One hand
behind
my back
stuff

When really it
sometimes
feels
cut
off

by the wheels

Lies beside
me
a big fat
whopper
filled with
idle
shuck
& jive

Oh no,
he said

What else
would
he say

that
whopper


Pressing Hard

We exchange
everything possible—
bodily fluids (hah)
& hearts,
souls,
& the most
intimate &
pressing
dreams

I would not
exchange
myself
(if pressed

But if I could
no longer be myself
(against all my will
(in some strange world unknown

it is you
I would
wish myself
to be
(of what is known to me

That would be
hard pressed,
yet in such
a world
would be a
wonder
still, what
else
can I
say
to you

I have just
said it


The Whole Thing

We are a coastal people, there is nothing
but ocean beyond us

—Jack Spicer

I wait for you
under a tree
in the park

write this
little thing
will steal
up to me

around
its uneven
length

The other
side

lies the
ocean

we both
need

beyond
us

frames
us

holds
us

makes a
whole

each, &
together

like that

it likes
that


Love Becomes Us

It becomes a
solid fact,
becomes it

Now—
this week
this time

What you say
what you do

And it becomes
us both

We are
undone

And put
together
again

Anew
(that word)
it becomes
us


Cupped Hands

Whose turn is it
— up for grabs
Get it then, all that
hi-fuel get out

I’ll be here

Waiting for the
flag to drop

The air whoosh
about your face
cupped
in my
hands

I drink
you in
(again)

My face
cupped
too

Like gestalt
hands,
your finger also
in my
mouth

Teach me, pls, to
speak the way
I would


Three Day Trek

Three days later I don’t
know how to speak, what
to say

This is fraught, I said
sorry it wasn’t
taken on board

I don’t know where
this map points,
don’t know what
you’ve done beside
me on the coach

(One cannot “coach” this
off the line

Was it round trip
I meant to say

But a one track loop
slides off the rails

I said May Day
May Day
though it is mid-

June & no-one
answers


Take the Measure

Maybe we’re all
damaged people,
huh?

And carry, not the
ghosts of cliché,
but chaos deep
within us

Take the measure—
my chaos means
to hold you

Vortex of fast rivets
hammered
into a brace
of steel

Brace is two,
remember

The measure
is also


Russian Oirish, Hail Grace

You are like the Russian
(a language you some-
what speak) …the Russian
stacking dolls

Outer— varnished a
kind & thought-
ful ayre

Inside— poised, full of
grace, oh my god
so, it’s also
in your
face

Innermost— such pathway
moves still warmer there,
its secrets shed
all over mine
own heart

Amaze me each time
anew, Oirish woman,
never held the shape
of you, nor
beheld
(my grace)

I say grace &
you appear over
& over deep
within your
stunning
face

Lovely pure figūra,
knock me out
topmost
shelf,
while I
fall be-
low

your
spell